Okay....so have you ever been so scared you thought that you were going to die? Well if you have maybe you know how I felt last night. Unfortunately, I have no idea why I was so scared. All I know is that I woke up shaking uncontrollably with a throat that felt like I had brushed it with sand paper. Ryan was holding me telling me I was okay. When I finally stopped shaking Ryan told me that I had been screaming and convulsing like a mad women...Poor guy, I think he was more freaked out than I was at that moment. He asked me what my nightmare was about but I still can't remember what terrified me to the point of insanity...yikes. My voice is hoarse. The benefit of this night terror is now I know how I will feel in a moment of pure terror...why that is beneficial I have no Idea...
4 comments:
scary! You sound like Bella ;)
Jules, ask Larry about me and my dad's nighttime antics. I wake up all the time, not realizing that I've been screaming, but my throat is sore. Yes, pure and utter terror would describe it well. Funny that you blogged a day apart from my blog on night terrors. We must be stressed about something!
I used to have a lot of night terrors when I was going through intensive therapy and HMR. They are very unsettling. My therapist said it was due to increased stress levels (duh) created by my conscious releasing control on my subconscious, and my mind not knowing quite how to handle all the memories and feelings that were surfacing.
Don't know if that helps you at all, but there you go...
Love.
Jess
yikes.... i hope this never happens to me!
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