Last week I was in a crunch to get me paper done and turned in the following day. Ryan took this picture of me around 9:00PM -- when I had about 10 pages to go! I finished the paper at 4:19 am...talk about procrastination!
I look really bad but it makes me laugh. I think that we should allow ourselves "ugly days". If in fact I have had about 3 weeks of "ugly days". In fact, everynight as my belly falls to the bed when I lay on my side I just want to scream! "YEAH...I love feeling fat and ugly!"...Truthfully I can't stand it..why can't I just stay one size! Now I know I am not fat but the issue lies in that I gain ALL my weight in my stomach so, I change jeans sizes way too often.
So my solution was to lose just 1 pound a week. It has been 2 weeks and I have managed to gain 2 more pounds! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Maybe it is my rock hard muscles tonning up and not my belly!
As a disclaimer and I am greatful for the body I have...It could be worse...I just need a poor me moment...but now I am over it!
The next Day, going of 3 hours of sleep (notice the bags)
4 comments:
You still look really cute and HOT!!!
If you really want to talk about fat belly falling on the bed as you lay down, or fat faces for that matter (that you don't have to deal with), don't hesitate and just call me... :)
But in about 2 weeks or so (if you still feel bigger than you want to be) we can go on a diet together... Just let me know! :)
You're adorable. Your hair looks really short in the second pic. Did you cut it???
At least you don't gain all your weight somewhere weird - like your fingers! Wouldn't that stink? :) Hoorah for ugly days - I only wish I could schedule in more "fabulous-looking" days - it would help if I actually cared to try!
Love.
P.S. We should start a procrastinators anonymous - actually there probably already is one....
Well thank you all, any time I feel Depressed I know who to call.
Bridge- I didn't cut my hair in that picture but it does look very short! Tempting but no! I did give it a trim and I went from freaking long to medium long.
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